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My Mind Hath Fury
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My Mind Hath Fury

If I see both sides with one iris
Is my perspective askew?
Frought with hardship faced alone
My road winds on and on
 
Deadly silence fills the air
Screaming my name on deaf ears
Falling, falling, falling
I bounce and touch the frozen sky
 
Pipe dreams of running water
To inner city apartments
Wheels spinning on an invisible axis
Hold the world's weight on a fulcrum
 
Beautiful people dancing on my T.V. screen
Sweating, flexing, sexing, smiling
Wish I had perfect teeth
Less is more, but so is more
 
Looming, glooming cloud drops
Everybody frowns
People hate precipitation
But never fail to reap its benefits
 
A clean page, yet unspoiled
Now ruined by my words
Checkered cloth
So ugly and so soft
 
Should I be creamated?
I don't like fire
Unless it's controlled
Or sun beating on my skin
 
Unparalleled sight
Point of view expanded
Misunderstanding strangers
Peering at my back
 
I am crazy
But only in my delusional world
Rise to stardom by falling from grace
From my photo is borne recognition
 
I don't know myself
Only my psychiatrist knows
If he says I'm fine
He's an idiot
 
Math, art, history, science
Brothers unknowing
Crying for connection
Lapsing in the red tape
 
Rousing ideas across my brain
Your face remains a clinging stain
Should it come clean, there'd be no more pain
Until the time I see you again

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